Regrets
confessions.

Filters are bad for me. It makes me look like the version I want to look but the moment the filter is off, I see myself and then welcome back insecurities

I always think every girl in this world is pretty cause I genuinely see them pretty but today that changed. I saw them as pretty but instead of being in awh or being proud I am a girl as well, I felt jealous and sad. A sad realisation that they are prettier than me, that every girl is pretty and prettier than me

I feel jealous towards pretty and attractive girls. Im jealous of girls with small faces Im jealous of girls with pretty eyes Im jealous of girls who have pretty smiles Im jealous of girls who has non-textured skin Im jealous of girls who can take photos without feeling disgust at seeing themselves. Im jealous of girls who can look in the mirror without looking away immediately trying to forget how they look. Im jealous of girls who can tie their hair in any manner and look pretty Im jealous girls who can wear baggy clothes and look pretty Im jealous of girls who dont try hard to look pretty from colors of clothes to their faces. Im jealous of girls who can wear makeup and look pretty Im jealous of girls who can smile brightly without needing to cover their smiles because they feel immediate regret. Im jealous of girls who get confessions Im jealous of girls who get friend requests from other people without even posting one photo Im jealous of girls who have a pretty side angles I know this post will lead to people understanding me as a highly insecure person and I am. I did my best to not be insecure and it worked for sometime but one picture ruins everything. Im jealous of every girl that isnt me because all of them are so pretty.