Dark
confessions.

I hate being ugly. I am so insecure and ugly that I constantly wish for horrible things that happen to pretty girls happen to me cause nothing happens to me. No one catcalls me, no one tries to do anything bad to me while pretty girls have a bunch of stories of it. I know its wrong and im a pathetic person to want it but it makes me think that I have the optimum level of ugliness where not even the worst criminals want a shot at me. Im sorry to all the girls who had to go through those things and im sorry for saying these things as well but I want to be pretty.

I used to sneak into the empty lecture hall after midnight, strip naked under the projector light, and edge myself while imagining getting caught. One night a TA walked in, locked the door, and used me on the front desk until I couldn’t walk straight. I never told anyone. I still get wet thinking about how quiet I had to stay.

Mere best friend ka boyfriend mujhe secretly pasand tha… aur worst part? Ek party mein hum dono almost control lose kar baithe. Aaj tak meri best friend ko lagta hai main uski sabse loyal dost hoon. 💀